Same shit different day.  Only this one starts at 1pm rather than 7am.  A refreshing alteration.

 

Two days off and I've already slept through half of the first one.  I should motivate myself to put down the bagel and go for a run.  It won't happen though.  I'm a lazy chain-smoker.

 

It's gloomy out, again ... for about the 8th day in a row or possibly more.

 

And now that its almost an hour later.  Zackery called.  I have mixed feelings right now.  I can't get passed every time he's let me down.  It just won't go away.  He knows all of this though, so there's no point in trying to tell him again.

 

Rachel gets her car back from her younger sister around 2:30 today, and then we're supposed to go to the movies sometime?  I guess her, Lizzie, and I are going to see Omen tonight.  It'll be the 4th time I've tried to see it, only this time without incorrect movie times or chaotic work schedules to get in the way.

 

I need to go to Barnes & Noble.  I've been on a reading craze his summer.  Well more like the last two weeks.  Four novels in two weeks is very strange for me.  I never used to enjoy reading so much.  I get wrapped up in the book too easily.  I get jealous of the characters or I wish that I could be put in the situation that they're put in ... I wish that my life could be so exciting and adventurous.

 

I just talked to Tanner.  He lives in VA.  He's a cool guy.  I really like the conversation we had today.  He really understand mine and Zack's relationship and it's reassuring to know there are people out there that get it.

 

I'm tired of feeling like a joke.